Rocking Chair Thoughts

Rocking chair 

Thoughts.....

     Been think'in allot lately of where I'm head'in and where I was ah year ago.

Now that's allotah ground to cover if I wanna tell it. No time though.

I've been sickly with a bad cold last three weeks. Sortah knocked my socks off.

I missed going to regular spots like Mc D's for coffee with friends and senior swim exercise.

Until this cold was given to me by a little kid coughing in my direction, I was think'in maybe to move on somehow. Maybe a small place of my own by a river to fish? In my dreams eh?

I had this big idea of weaning off my med and be med free. Few friends encouraged me. Big mistake. Sick with cold then weaning off med brought muscle pain back and ah can of worms opened. It's like putting toothpaste back innah tube. I want my status rewound to three weeks ago when I was happy and doing so many things. 

Well we can't always git what we want now can we. I seem to be better today somewhat.

Watching my roommate come an go I am amazed I had kept up with her energy. Well I did.

I encountered my hubbie's cousin an wife at the movie theater. His cousin smiled at me with a distant look. He didn't know me! His wife said he has medicine induced demenia like altzhiemers. Only a couple minutes to talk but it was so sad. I've been missing hubby lately.

Well I best take a nap and keep real warm. I hope I feel better soon. I can't get a flu shot with a cold.

Take care and don't take anything for granted.

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